Tuesday 27 July 2010

Why is it that when it rains, it pours?

Why?
Because we are more powerful than we think.
We have gotten so good at asking for things, for wanting, wishing, and seeking out more, more, more...that when the universe actually answers, we are totally unprepared for it!

I'm going through this right now. I have a checklist of things that I have been "asking for"/"praying for"/"hoping for" (whatever you want to call it). And I've basically gotten them. I've carved out my ideal situation - with jobs, relationships, living arrangements - all the core elements that make up a happy, satisfying life in my mind...

But I'm getting exhausted. So there is one thing that I have forgotten to ask for. SUPPORT.

I need an UMBRELLA!!!

We live in such a time of excess and abundance and OVERLOAD...we're in constant limbo between the tension of having it all and not being able to cope with it all. We're like dogs trying to catch our own tails sometimes. Time is speeding up. Things are getting more complicated. What to do?

Ask for help. Weed things out. The full moon just passed (generally busiest time of month for many people) and now it wanes. It is the time to let things go.

I for one, despite having asked for some rain, refuse to be caught in a torrential downpour!!!

So we'll see how it goes. I still want the job/relationships/cool living situation but my next "wish" is for support in keeping me on track and keeping the things in my life that will help me do that, while weeding out the ones that won't. Basically I need a highly selective-semi-permeable umbrella.

That exists doesn't it?